Chocolate helps

I have been sitting here all alone feeling sorry for myself and wondering what will I do now. Okay so I guess I should fill you in. I have been working as an office temp for the past decade on and off you know in boring jobs, dead end jobs, did I mention government jobs. LOL. Not really finding any love through the experience except for a couple of really hot office flings which I have to say left me out of a job in the end... and with a broken heart. boo hoo!!!!! I mean really what was I thinking anyway. Finding love at work is a no no right? Well that's where I've found the majority of my romances in life.

So where does a girl go when your all out of office romance and you'd rather go to the dentist than find your life partner on line. I'm sorry I just don't dig it. I like to meet people the natural way. The organic way. I know everyone knows someone who's met their girlfriend, wife, husband, boyfriend, pet, whatever online but it's still not going to convince me to do it. End of story ---------------------  but I will accept a dark and handsome stranger in the meat section of the grocery store on the rare occasion. Sorry hasn't happened. Just a fantasy actually but not in the meat section, probably the fruit and veg would be more suitable while picking sweet potatoes or something. ;)

Now it's got me thinking of chocolate. Sorry while writing I'm eating my favourite organic dark chocolate piece by piece and it does take the edge of no man next to me kissing my neck and telling me how beautiful I look.

Does that really happen to anyone??? women come on.. So yes I'm single, 35 and I'm not going to say I'm desperate but it wouldn't be right if I didn't tell you the truth. So I am feeling a little anxious that time is creeping towards the 40 end mark and unlike Bridget Jones who did find Mr Darcy when she was still cute and loveable and a young 32. It's not all bad news because my last lover he was umm 23... and as they keep saying 'Cougars are In'..... rowl,,, grrr and all that. I wonder if there are other 35 year old women like me around, cause it just seems to look like they're all married, in relationships, gay or in the nunnery. ! Just saying....